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Bardzo Wam dzi�kuj� za ten pozytywny �adunek energii, jaki pop�yn�� z Waszych komentarzy! Oto specjalnie dla Was, kolejny wpis Pozdrawiam gor�co z magicznego Torunia i zapraszam te� do Marty Pears

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-Co ty robisz, Draco?- zapyta�, patrz�c na mnie swoim kamiennym spojrzeniem. Natychmiast przesta�em si� �mia� i zszed�em do niego, pal sze�� poszarpan� odzie�. -Ogarnij si�.- poleci� mi z niesmakiem.
-Dzie� dobry panu.- przywita� si� Dan, zbiegaj�c r�wnie�. On wygl�da� r�wnie pi�knie jak ja, ale m�j ojciec okiem nawet nie mrugn��. Zapyta� tylko, czy jest kto� z doros�ych, �eby podzi�kowa� za opiek� nade mn�, wi�c Dan polecia� szuka� babci (ha, ha, ha), a ja ruszy�em do �azienki, �eby si� troch� przyczesa� i obmy�.
Kiedy wr�ci�em, ojciec doprowadzi� moje ubranie do schludnego wygl�du jednym zakl�ciem. Dan sta� razem ze swoj� babci�, anielsko u�miechni�t� i patrzy� na mnie z wyrazem jednoznacznie �wiadcz�cym o tym, co czuje do tej kobiety. Zdusi�em w sobie �miech, po�egna�em si� z nim i z babci� a potem wyszed�em za ojcem.
Przez chwil� szli�my obok siebie w milczeniu. Z ka�d� stop� oddalaj�c� mnie od domu Dana znika� m�j fantastyczny humor oraz energia. Prawd� m�wi�c, nie mia�em ochoty i�� teraz do szpitala, a tam w�a�nie zmierzali�my.
-Mama ju�… jest zdrowa?- zapyta�em. Ojciec obrzuci� mnie dziwnym spojrzeniem.
-Nie by�a chora.- podkre�li� niech�tnie. -Czuje si� lepiej, je�li o to ci chodzi. Gdy wychodzi�em, podawali jej co� do jedzenia.
-Wi�c… wi�c mam siostr�?- zapyta�em, a kiedy on potwierdzi�, poczu�em nagle, jakbym spad� z bardzo wysokiej g�ry i si� nie zabi�.

18 lipca, niedziela, w domu

Widzia�em j�. Mama trzyma�a j� w ramionach, kiedy weszli�my na sal�. By�a taka… rozpromieniona.
-Draco! Zobacz, oto twoja siostrzyczka!- powiedzia�a rado�nie, odchylaj�c r�g jasnego kocyka. -Chod�, przywitaj si� z Laur�… to tw�j nowy braciszek, wiesz?- gaworzy�a do ma�ej. Prze�kn��em �lin� i podszed�em.
Laura Malfoy. To nie mo�e by� moja siostra! , pomy�la�em szybko i wyrwa�o mi si�:
-Ja te� by�em taki brzydki?
-Draco!- upomnia� mnie ojciec ostrym szeptem, ale mama tylko si� roze�mia�a i zacz�a ko�ysa� dziecko.
-Spokojnie, wszystkie niemowl�ta wygl�daj� w�a�nie tak. To stuprocentowa dziewczynka, bardzo zdrowa i dobrze rozwini�ta.- powiedzia�a, u�miechaj�c si� czule. -Po narodzinach nie wygl�da si� tak, jak ty teraz, synku. Laura b�dzie �liczna, zobaczysz, ma takie m�dre, jasne oczy, zupe�nie jak ty i tata.
Skoro ma takie same oczy, nie mo�e by� cudza…
-Czy ona… co� m�wi?
-Synku, noworodki nie potrafi� m�wi�.- mama roze�mia�a si� znowu. -Ale poczekaj par� lat, b�dziesz m�g� z ni� porozmawia�. No, co, male�ka, co, �pij, kochana, �pij…- zanuci�a mama cicho. Tata odchrz�kn�� i podszed� do ��ka.
-Narcyzo, przyszli�my specjalnie si� z tob� zobaczy�.- powiedzia� bardzo cicho, ale ja i tak us�ysza�em. Poczu�em si� nagle bardzo nie na miejscu przy mamie i mojej ma�ej siostrze (postanowi�em w ramach aklimatyzowania si� w nowej sytuacji u�ywa� tego okre�lenia jak najcz�ciej). Spojrza�em na rodzic�w i chcia�em powiedzie�, �e id� do barku, ale oni chyba nie zwracali na mnie uwagi. Mama patrzy�a na tat� ze zdumieniem i s�ucha�a go, nie przestaj�c tuli� ma�ej. Westchn��em wi�c i wyszed�em cicho, a potem uda�em si� do baru. Zam�wi�em sobie lody z czekoladow� polew� i orzechami, ale kiedy kelnerka mi je poda�a, nie mia�em na nie ochoty, cho� przecie� by�em g�odny (w ko�cu nie zjad�em u Rogers�w obiadu, a raczej go nie dosta�em) i lody uwielbiam. Zmusi�em si� jednak do spr�bowania, cho� w g�owie mia�em pe�no my�li. Jedna kr�lowa�a: co to b�dzie teraz, gdy mama i ta… Laura wr�c� do domu? Jak b�dzie wygl�da�o nasze �ycie w czw�rk�??

27 lipca, wtorek, 19:08, w domu

No wi�c tak: mama jest w domu od tygodnia i ta… moja siostra te�. Wszystko jest kompletnie rozregulowane, mama dyryguje Stworkiem w najmniej oczekiwanych momentach, ci�gle wysy�a gdzie� ojca a mnie ka�e wiecznie by� przy sobie, �ebym podpatrzy�, jak ona opiekuje si� Laur�.
-Jak Laura troch� podro�nie, b�dziesz m�g� mi pom�c i sam zaj�� si� siostr�.- u�miechn�a si� do mnie. -Podaj prosz� tamt� pieluszk�, tak, o, t�, dzi�kuj� ci, synku!
No wi�c dobra: mog� jej pomaga�, ale, kurcz�, ILE MO�NA?? Nie do��, �e przedtem zmusza�a mnie do kompletowania wyprawki, to teraz chce ze mnie jeszcze nia�k� zrobi�?! Co to, to nie, z grzeczno�ci mog� raz czy dwa zobaczy�, jak j� k�pie czy co�, ale, na lito�� bosk�, nie co dzie� i praktycznie bez przerwy! Protestuj�, te� mam wakacje i nie pozwol�, �eby ta Laura mi je zepsu�a!
O, nie, znowu mama mnie wo�a… �e te� ja nie umiem zrobi� jej przykro�ci i na wszystko si� zgadzam! Czasem my�l�, �e jestem stanowczo zbyt dobrym synem.

31 lipca, sobota,22:57, w domu

Mam do��. Po�owa wakacji za mn� a ja czuj� si� bardziej uchetany, ni� po wszystkich egzaminach razem wzi�tych. Mam chyba jakie� prawa???

5 sierpnia, czwartek, 15:09, w poci�gu relacji Londyn - Coast New

Mo�e i jestem dobrym synem, ale jestem te� chyba dobrym strategiem i adwokatem w�asnych spraw. Sam siebie chyba zaczn� podziwia� za to, �e wyrwa�em si� z tego kinder - garden , jakim sta� si� tymczasowo (o, nie, Draco: nie tymczasowo , tylko na sta�e , u�wiadom to sobie wreszcie!) m�j dom.
Ojciec wys�ucha� mnie z uwag� a potem powiedzia� tylko ‘Dobrze’ i zostawi� mnie w bibliotece (tylko ‘dobrze’ za ten przygotowywany pieczo�owicie, przekonuj�cy opis mojej m�czarni w domu oraz delikatno�ci wobec uczu� mojej matki?! Szczyt!) a w dwie godziny p�niej, kiedy poszli�my si� przej�� do ogrodu po kolacji, podczas gdy mama usypia�a Laur�, rozmawiali�my o wszystkich drobnych sprawach, jak zawsze, jak zawsze przed narodzeniem si� mojej siostry. To by�a naprawd� du�a ulga, poczu� wreszcie powiew normalno�ci w tym dusznym domu.
W pewnej chwili ojciec oznajmi� mi, �e powinni�my ju� wraca�, bo robi si� p�no, a ja musz� jutro rano wcze�nie wsta�.
-Dlaczego?- skrzywi�em si� mimowolnie, bo od razu pomy�la�em o tym dziecku. -Mama gdzie� wychodzi i mam si� zaj�� siostr�?
-Sk�d.- ojciec niemal�e prychn�� i spojrza� na mnie jako� �agodniej. -Pa�stwo Rogers wyje�d�aj� jutro o dziewi�tej czterna�cie z King’s Cross do Coast New na dwa tygodnie, zabior� ci� po drodze.
-Chcesz powiedzie�, �e jad� z nimi do Coast New?- przyznam si�, �e wyba�uszy�em oczy. Coast New - letnia mekka znu�onych miejskim �yciem londy�czyk�w, najbardziej modne miejsce w czarodziejskich biurach podr�y! To jest CO�! -Czy mo�e �le zrozumia�em?
-Zabieraj� te� t� ma�� od Parkinson�w, wi�c je�li chcesz jutro by� wypocz�ty, radzi�bym ci i�� si� ju� spakowa� i po�o�y� spa�. Obudz� ci� jutro o si�dmej.- z tymi s�owy ojciec odwr�ci� si� i, zostawiaj�c mnie w po�owie �cie�ki, poszed� w kierunku bramy ogrodu, zapewne po to, by podczas zwyk�ej, wieczornej przechadzki wypali� cygaro „dla uspokojenia i oczyszczenia umys�u”, jak kiedy� powiedzia� do jakiego� znajomego.
Dopiero po paru minutach u�wiadomi�em sobie, �e to nie sen: ja, Dan i Pansy jedziemy jutro do Coast New! By�em tak uszcz�liwiony, �e troch� za g�o�no pobieg�em do swojego pokoju, budz�c ma�� lecz zignorowa�em ciche upomnienia mamy i wyj��em z szafy wielk� torb�. Nieomal chcia�o mi si� skaka� z rado�ci i rzuca� �liwkami w mugoli (podobno bardzo cz�sto to robi�em, gdy mia�em troszk� wi�cej lat, ni� Laura), Coast New z Danem i Pansy! Nie mog�o by� pi�kniejszej nagrody za to wiecznie zgrywanie asystenta nia�ki, no po prostu nie mog�o!
Migiem spakowa�em si� i po�o�y�em spa�, jak kaza� ojciec, ale d�ugo jeszcze z emocji nie mog�em zasn��. Gdy to ju� nast�pi�o, mia�em wra�enie, �e w pi�� minut p�niej us�ysza�em g�os ojca:
-Draco, wstawaj, bo si� sp�nisz! Pa�stwo Rogers b�d� tu za kwadrans.

A teraz jedziemy sobie w stron� Coast New, Pansy m�wi, �e jeszcze trzy godziny drogi przed nami. Fatalna wiadomo��, trzy godziny, a my ju� po�arli�my wszystkie kanapki i s�odycze, kt�re mia�y starczy� na sze�� godzin podr�y (po drodze mieli�my dwugodzinny post�j w jakim� miasteczku o etruskich korzeniach, gdzie by�y fantastyczne przybytki wr�bit�w oraz „�wi�te miejsca”)!
-Trzeba za�atwi� jakie� zapasy.- m�wi Dan, a ja si� z nim zgadzam. No, to w��czamy funkcj�: zabawa!

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