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Hej. Kolejna troch� p�no, ale wcze�niej nie uda�o mi si�. Zatem pozdrawiam i dedykuj� t� not�: Karolinie F, Karze, Ann-Britt, MarcieG, Meg Dimen, Samancie, Dz. B., Agnes, Lilly, Victorie, Jenny, Tamarze Black za po�wi�cenie czasu i czytanie tego opowiadania i komentowanie oraz wszystkim kt�rzy czytaj�, ale ie komentuj�. Dzi�ki Wam serdeczne


Nie rozumia�. Chcia�, ale nie m�g�. Dziewczyna nadal sta�a naprzeciw.
- Kim jeste�? – powt�rzy�. Teraz nie patrzy�a mu w oczy tylko, na ksi��k� kt�r� trzyma�a. Otworzy�a j�, pierwsza strona by�a obficie zapisana srebrnym atramentem. Nigdy takiego nie widzia�. Oczy ju� znajomej nagle posmutnia�y. Spowrotem j� zatrzasn�a.
- Jestem zn�w cz�owiekiem. – powiedzia�a. James z niezrozumieniem pokr�ci� g�ow�.
- O co Ci chodzi? – spyta�. Isleen tylko lekko si� u�miechn�a. Podesz�� bli�ej. – To Ty mnie obserwowa�a�? – Czarnow�osa skin�a g�ow�. Ta sytuacja bardzo go dziwi�a, wr�cz obawia�a si� jej. Patrzy� na ni� w niemo oczekuj�c, a� zn�w si� odezwie. G�uche milczenie od czasu do czasu przerywane by�o nag�ym podmuchem wiatru w drzewach, w Zakazanym Lesie.
- Jestem tu, poniewa�... – przerwa�a. James pos�a� jej wyczekuj�ce spojrzenie. -....wszystko w swoim czasie James. To nie jest takie proste.
- Wyt�umacz mi. – Isleen westchn�a. Coraz to natarczywsze spojrzenie ch�opak sk�oni�o j� w ko�cu do odpowiedzi.
- To bardzo zawi�a historia. Nie nadaje si� do opowiadania od tak. Jednak zwa�ywszy na okoliczno�ci...Wiesz ju� �e nazywam si� Isleen. – kr�tk� chwil� milczenia urwa�a w ko�cu zaczynaj�c – Jestem zn�w cz�owiekiem.
- To ju� przerabiali�my. – zirytowany zak��ci� jej wypowied�.
- Rozumiem �e si� denerwujesz, ale czy mo�esz mi nie przerywa�? – karc�ce spojrzenie szarych oczu, zgasi�o go – Wracaj�c do poprzedniego jestem zn�w cz�owiekiem. Zn�w mam cia�o, �yj�, chodz�, jestem. Ale nie mog� spokojnie cieszy� si� �yciem po raz drugi mi darowanym.
- �e co, prosz�?! – by� co najmniej sko�owany tym co us�ysza� ,,Zn�w cz�owiekiem” . O co w tym chodzi i co on ma do tego.
- B�dziesz pyta� p�niej. Teraz mnie pos�uchaj. – na twarzy dziewczyny, malowa�o si� oczekiwanie – Musisz mi pom�c. Jeste� synem cz�owieka, kt�ry uczyni� wiele dobrego, dlatego Ci� wybra�. Dlatego ja tu jestem.
- Wybra�, ale kto? – spyta�.
- Literat.
- Kto to?
- Prosi�am Ci�, Jim.
- Ale co to za ksi��ka? – zirytowany prawie krzykn��. Dziewczyna zmru�y�a powieki.
- Moja historia. Nie pytaj. Dowiesz si� wszystkiego w swoim czasie. Musisz och�on��. Nie wiesz co masz o ty my�le�, jeste� zdezorientowany.
- Sk�d wiesz co czuj�?
- Znam Ci� James. Lepiej ni� ktokolwiek. Nie teraz. – doda�a pospiesznie widz�c jego spojrzenie, pe�ne zdeterminowanego wyczekiwania.
Wymin�a go wolnym krokiem, kieruj�c si� do wyj�cia. Sta� chwil� wpatruj�c si� w pust� przestrze� wok�. S�owa dziewczyny bardzo go zaintrygowa�y. Mia� jej pom�c. Niewiedzia� w czym. Odwr�ci� si� i pobieg� za ni�. Nie oddali�a si� jeszcze zbytnio.
- Chcesz abym Ci pom�g�, ale w czym? – zawo�a� lekko zdyszany.
- Wiem, �e mi pomo�esz. Nie martw si� porozmawiamy jeszcze. Czasu jest jeszcze du�o, wszystkiego dowiesz si� po kolei. Teraz musz� ju� i��. Nie my�l o tym. Jak na razie staraj si� normalnie �y�, o ile to mo�liwe. – odpowiedzia�a, posy�aj�c mu nik�y u�miech.
Nie goni� jej, gdy posz�a. Wiedzia�, �e i tak nic wi�cej si� nie dowie. Ona wiedzia�a �e jej pomo�e, cho� nie wie w czym i co si� z tym wi��e. Gdy to m�wi�a czu� �e po prostu musi. Jest mu to przeznaczone. A teraz w�a�nie si� co� zacz�o. Odliczanie czasu do jakiego� wa�nego wydarzenia, jakie mia�o nast�pi� w jego �yciu. Wiedzia� jak nieznajoma mia�a na imi�, ale nadal nie m�g� zrozumie� kim by�a. ,,Zn�w cz�owiekiem” t�uk�o mu si� po g�owie, gdy kierowa� si� w kierunku wie�y Gryffindoru. Na wr�biarstwo i tak by� sp�niony, a po za tym bez przerwy my�la� o tym czego w�a�nie si� dowiedzia�.
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W Pokoju Wsp�lnym by�o troch� t�oczno. Pi�toklasi�ci odrabiali nawa� prac domowych jaki zadli im nauczyciele na powitanie. Usiad� na sofie i odetchn�� g��boko. Skrzypienie pi�r i odg�os cichych rozm�w, nie przeszkadza�o mu zbytnio. Roz�o�y� si� wygodniej, k�ad�c zm�czone nogi na pufie, kt�ra sta�a nieopodal. Przymkn�� oczy, nas�uchuj�c. Po pewnym czasie zadzwoni� dzwonek obwieszczaj�cy koniec ci�kiej mord�gi uczni�w. Potocznie znanej lekcj�. Wreszcie mogli odpocz��, jednocze�nie przygotowuj�c si� na nast�pny dzie�. James us�ysza� g�uche trza�ni�cie portretu, uchylaj�c lekko powieki zdo�a� zauwa�y�, i� do Salonu wpad�a niska blondynka. Roziskrzone spojrzenie zielonych oczu zwr�ci�a na niego. By�a wyra�nie wkurzona.
- Gdzie� Ty by�!!! – wrzasn�a tu� nad jego g�ow� Kasandra, podpieraj�c r�ce na biodrach.
- Spokojnie Kasey. Bez zb�dnych emocji. To przyczynia si� do zawa��w serca, a w efekcie zgonu. Zar�wno jak niew�a�ciwe od�ywianie si� lub u�ywki. – wyrecytowa� James.
- Co Ty gadasz? A zreszt� mniejsza o to. Gdzie �e� si� wa��sa� przez ca�y czas. W chwili gdy ja wys�uchiwa�am rzekomych przepowiedni tej starej wied�my, kt�ra wr�y mi rych�� �mier� poprzez skr�cenie karku, po upadku z miot�y. – dziewczyna nie mog�a opanowa� swej nami�tnej gestykulacji, prawie �ami�c Jamesowi nos. Teraz wiedzia�, �e szybko si� nie uspokoi. – Ona si� na mnie uwzi�a, od pocz�tku lekcji, gdy wesz�am do klasy ju� s�ysza�am milion wypowiedzi na temat mojego zej�cia.
- Sama chcia�a� si� zapisa� na t� lekcje.
- Wiem, tylko ta w�ciek�a sowa, w okularach niczym denka od s�oik�w przyczepi�a si� akurat do mnie. A zreszt� Ty mia�e� tam by� ze mn�. Gdzie si� podziewa�e�?
- To tu, to tam. Co� mnie zatrzyma�o.
- A mo�e kto�? – spyta�a blondynka siadaj�c obok i przygl�daj�c mu si� badawczo.
- Nie wa�ne. Gdzie reszta?
- Zapewne spokojnie przechadzaj� si� korytarzem, wracaj�c z lekcji numerologi. M�j m�dry, acz nie jedyny brat zd��y� u�wiadomi� ju� moj� skromn� osob�, i� przedmiot ten jest wart uwagi. Jak wed�ug niego ka�dy.
- A moja ukochana kuzynka zapewne mu towarzyszy. S�dz�c po jej umi�owaniu wiedzy. Jednym s�owem...
- Kujony. – dopowiedzia�a za niego panna Archer. – S�uchaj masz mo�e przy sobie t� Map�?
- Tak, chyba tak. – powiedzia�. Si�gn�wszy po torb�, kt�r� wcze�niej rzuci� na pod�og� obok kanapy, na kt�rej siedzieli. Wyci�gn�� z niej podr�cznik do transmutacji autorstwa Wilberta Steina. Mapa Huncwot�w le�a�a mi�dzy stronicami, nadal nie zamkni�ta. Pe�no kropek porusza�o si� po korytarzach Hogwartu. James wymieni� kr�tkie spojrzenie z Kasandr�. Odwr�ci� Map� na drug� stron�, kt�ra by�a czysta. Wzi�� pi�ro, wystaj�ce mu z torby i zacz�� pisa�. ,, Witajcie”. ,,Witaj ma�y, witaj” pojawi�o si� po chwili. Na twarz Kasandry wst�pi� wyraz szczerego zaciekawienia. ,, Jestem w�a�nie w Hogwarcie, razem z moj� przyjaci�k� i zastanawiamy si� jak zamkn�� Map�, tak aby nikt jej nie odczyta�.” Napisa�. ,,To proste, wystarczy tylko powiedzie� ,,Koniec psot” a Mapa b�dzie pusta.” ,,Jak ma na imi� przyjaci�ka?” zaraz pojawi�o si� obok. ,,Oj �apa, a Ty tylko o jednym.” Zn�w pojawi�o si� na Mapie. Kas wyrwa�a pi�ro z r�ki Jamesa, odpowiadaj�c: ,,Kasandra Archer jestem, mi�o mi pozna�”, ,,Nam r�wnie�.”
James podskoczy�. Do Salonu nap�ywa�o coraz wi�cej Gryfon�w.
,,Niestety, ale musimy ju� ko�czy�. Nie jeste�my sami.” Odwr�ci� Map� jednocze�nie j� zamykaj�c. Oboje rozejrzeli si� dooko�a. James zobaczy� zbli�aj�c� si� ku niemu rud� czupryn� Lucy, kt�ra popycha�a przed sob� jego rodzonego brata.
- Walczy� z Malfoyem. – powiedzia�a dziewczyna, siadaj�c obok Kasndry. Albus patrzy� znudzonym wzrokiem na swoj� kuzynk�.
- Aha. A co si� sta�o ze �lizgonem? – spyta� starszy brat winowajcy.
- Phil odprowadzi� go do Skrzyd�a Szpitalnego. Mia� sadzonk� wierzby zamiast g�owy.
- Brawo Al. Jednak co� z Ciebie wyro�nie! – krzykn�� James.
- Dosta� szlaban. A ty go jeszcze chwalisz. – Lucy nie aprobowa�a entuzjazmu Jima.
- Pobi�e� mnie. – czarnow�osy nie zwr�ci� na ni� uwagi, spogl�daj�c na zegarek – Dok�adnie o trzydzie�ci sze�� minut.
- Masz ca�kiem nie po kolei w g�owie, Jim. – skwitowa�a to Luc.
- O ile w og�le mam co� w g�owie.
Albus u�miecha� si� szeroko, nie przeszkadza�a mu w tym nawet rozci�ta warga. James odczuwa� dum�, patrz�c na brata. Lucy wypu�ci�a g�o�no powietrze. Kasandra tylko kiwa�a w zrozumieniu g�ow�, a Philip kt�ry wszed� do Wsp�lnego usiad� na pufie patrz�c na paczk� przyjaci� w niemym pob�a�aniu. W ko�cu jego przyjaciele byli szurni�ci. Ka�dy na innym punkcie, ale lubi� ich i rozumieli si� bez s��w. Czasami.


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Prosz� o szczer� krytyk�. My�l�, �e zas�u�y�am. A za wstawienie notki jednak w niedziel� bardzo przepraszam.
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